Another Broken Heart - Poem

Every time I looked into these pretty eyes of yours,
I went back to that time I was a child.

I saw the sky so blue,
I played joyfully with loud happy giggles when i was around you.

I felt true passion,
I trusted the word L O V E,
making me fly like a pure white dove.

You were that white angel I shaped looking at the night stars.
You were that brave knight I securely gave the key of my heart.
I got lost in those dark eyes for anything you do,
& promised with my soul to never let go of you.

Now, for the so much love I had in the past time,
you have no idea how I turned into a hate-mind.

Remember when my heart was the deepest ocean in the wide world?
When you couldn't see that you were the blue diamond that colorfulness's it.
& when you didn't fight for keeping a single happy memory, too.

i asked to let me love you,
like no one knew love before.
Let me show you,
a never lasting pure world.
Where lies are forbidden
& truth is permitted.
It's all about your fantasy,
all about the reason of your breathing.
Let me teach you,
make you selfish,
build you strong.
So if you ever decide to go,
I wont stop you.
'Cause I know you'll never feel the same else where,
the fantasy of a true love care.

But then you broke me down when you repeated your goodbyes,
Speechlessly-empty became my words,
as tears filled my eyes.

I had whispers telling me maybe its the best time to let go,
when all that hunted me was the idea I'll be dying sad & alone-

& How can such an angel who ripped off my heart & torn it to pieces,
was once my own..!?